Just cause I can't stop listening to this album...

"Little Hell"

What if I can't be all that you need me to be
We've got a good thing going, we have some promises to keep
But my addiction it can be such a detriment
Please believe in this my dear, I am more than penitent

What if everything’s just the way that it will be
Could it be that I am meant to cause you all this grief
My war ships are lying off the coast of your delicate heart
And my aim is steady and true as it's been right from the start

There's a degree of difficulty in dealing with me
From my haunted past comes a daunting task of living through memories.
If we could just hang a mirror on the bedroom wall, stare into the past and forget it all

So when we leave it'll be a quick midnight escape
We'll disconnect ourselves from all of yesterday
I'll dig for water and fashion our very own wishing well
Then we'll throw our coins down hoping to rid of us of this little hell

There's a degree of difficulty in dealing with me
From my haunted past comes a daunting task of living through memories.
If we could just hang a mirror on the bedroom wall, stare into the past and forget it all

Will we get out of this little hell
Will we get out of this little hell
Will we get out of this little hell
Will we get out of this little hell

Back in the saddle again...

Yet again it's been a hot minute.  Time to stop the bullshitting and get back to it.  But you know how it goes, time is in heavy demand.  Looks like everything is starting to get into a nice summer rhythm so I should be able to get back into the stable routine.

So what's been going on?  Nothing amazing, just staying constantly busy and moving forward.  The only thing I've been admittedly slack on are the work outs.  Nothing like putting 9 pounds on in 2 months to get you fully motivated.  It's something I'd been putting off, hoping I could do it my way, but it's that time.  The D word.  Diet.  My work in the gym has been good, when I'm there.  But I have been eating what ever I want.  And drinking most weekends.  Well, I've got a couple more hours left to enjoy life.  Starting at midnight, no more soda or beer.  And I'm headed back to eating way better.  Zero fast food, cutting the intake down again to about 1800 calories a day.  Plus going back to 2 workouts a day, 5 days a week with 1 long workout on the weekend.  So heres a toast to the next couple of months of being miserable.  I know it'll be worth it,  I should be slightly less than 3 months away from my goal weight.

Well, that's all the time I have for this evening.  It's about time for a crappy movie with Nick.  I do love the routine!