Tuesday, August 23, 2011

23 August 2011

Cause that's the best thing I can think of to start this.  There have been a ton of things going on in my life the last couple of weeks.  But nothing I'm going to sit here and share.  Which is odd.  Normally I'm all about sharing my experiences.  Minus the couple of stupid arguments, it's been all so far beyond go I don't know how to describe it. 

As planned, 2011 has been a big year.  And continues to move in that direction.  The housing situation has pretty much fully resolved itself.  I knew that was going to take some time.  I'm still in a holding pattern for a bit longer, but may finally be within my reach. 

I've made hugely positive changes in my life.  I've eliminated the people that create drama.  I've been supportive of friends, and tried to be a good friend to the people I care about, but have also started looking out for myself.  And that never happened before. 

I'm not stressed anymore.  Well, not like I used to be.  I'm happy.  And I credit a large part of that happiness to a great woman.  Her smile and attitude have had a large impact on me.  I can't help but smile her when I see her.  And we've been spending a lot of our free time together.  And for the first time in a long time, I see a future with this girl.  And she sees something very similar.  While the whole situation may be complicated, and not something I ever saw myself in, I have a good feeling it's all going to work out just fine.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

An amazing feeling

So many of my friends have talked to me in the past about knowing when they met "the one."  And I've always written those conversations off as great stories but just not practical to the real world anymore.  Well in recent months those thoughts have changed. 

It's been awhile since I met her.  Easily 8 months.  I'd noticed her from afar for a long time.  And finally I grew the balls necessary to strike up a conversation.  Since then it's been nothing but good times.  We've hung out a fair amount.  Had a ton of serious conversations.  Had more stupid and silly ones.  There are so many things I could say about this girl that are amazing.  But most importantly to me right now is the way she makes me feel.  I can honestly say I've never felt this good.  Or this happy.  She's a damn amazing woman.  And if this is the feeling you were all talking about before, you should have described it as such.  There's nothing I won't do to spend time with her.  There's nothing I won't do to keep this feeling alive. 

She knows who she is.  She knows I'm crazy about her.  And every day that I am lucky enough to know her I'm going to treat her as amazingly as she's treated me.