Sorry?

So I need you to explain this to me because I just don't seem to get it. Why the hell would I say I'm sorry for something I'm not sorry for? As I've gotten older I've gotten a little better at thinking before speaking. Sometimes I'm guilty of over-thinking everything before making a decision. But if I took a breath or two before I spoke don't you think I knew what I was saying? Or doing for that matter. But why the hell would I say I'm sorry if I could care less about your view of anything? Now, I'm a nice guy; I hear that all the time. Those of you that actually know me know that I can be a huge asshole. In fact I do it just because I can at times. But let's be honest for a second. Wouldn't you rather know that when I actually said "I'm sorry for ____" that I meant it. Then it wouldn't just be me saying whatever to make you feel better even though I'm lying through my teeth. See what I'm saying?