Why suicide is a coward move.

I just don't understand people. You have an extended family that obviously cares about you. You have 2 daughters that you care about. I know times are tough, and I know it's a sickness. But just so you know in advance, if you make it through all this crap I'm going to kick your ass. Literally, I'm going to get on a plane, come to your house and severely kick your ass. I know we don't talk as often now as we used to, but we're still close. So you should be able to tell me what's going on in your head. I know you miss your mom and Gram. We all do. But to take the easy and extremely selfish road out is a chicken shit move. And don't think I'm going to forget this crap either.