The leap

And in keeping with my new found "just go for it" attitude I sent a nice long note to a woman I like. In it I detailed my crush, and my hopes for the future. Those of you who know me should all know just how hard that was for me to do. I don't like feeling vulnerable at all. There was one of those moments when I hit send that I felt myself scream inside. I had intended on having the conversation in person but timing wasn't allowing it. I felt the need to get out there so if there is a chance she feels the same way I could find out sooner rather than later. Unfortunately, time isn't cooperating with me and we've not had a chance to talk about what I said. It's only been a couple of days but since I have a really hard time turning my skull off I'm going crazy. Hopefully we can finally talk it through today. I've pretty much braced myself for it to go the way I don't want it to go. Hopefully that doesn't happen and either way I hope we're still friends after.