See, the thing is this...

See, I think what happens is the following. Because I’m really pretty tired of being alone I tend to get emotionally involved with chicks pretty quickly once I realize they may have feelings for me. I settle for the ones in front of me because I really do just want someone to care about me. None of the ones I’ve had an feelings for have been good for me. I know that now. And I’m tired of settling. But it’s getting harder and harder to keep putting myself out there. I was expecting it would go the other way. I figured with time and experience it would get easier. I’m not sure if I’m just going about this whole thing the wrong way or not. As for the last one, I believe she cared about me. But to be able to switch gears that quickly once it started getting serious is baffling. I’m not good at keeping my emotions in check. I’m a really emotional guy. And now, I’m just not sure what to do next.